Wednesday, October 18, 2006
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Working hard sucks. I studied hard and what i got? sh-t results! What the h-ll la. Practised and practised, do and do, ask and ask, and what i got? HELLUVA SH-T results >: fine la. I DONT CARE ALR I WANT DOUBLE. BUT COMBINED COMES WAVING TO ME :\ ARGH. i wanna whine to someone!i wanna - to someone!And the worst thing is when everything goes so wrong, - just have to have -. WHY WHY WHY!? ARGH! I HOPE THE HAZE GET SUPER STRONG TMR AND CHOKE ME TO DEATH! CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE.CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE CHOKE! ARGHHHHHAPPY ON THE OUTSIDE, the ANGRIEST SADDEST CREATURE IN THE INSIDE.argh i wanna -. wanna die-AND I SERIOOUSLY HOPE THIS CAR WOULD COME COMING AND BOOM. blackout, im dead.cmon la shit me man4 c6s1 b31b4what the hell results are these. my mum is gonna kill me and skin me alive. although i knw my chi tutor din scold me, i knw i dissapointed her. i think i really do suck. i suck at everything. i suck at studies. i suck at being a chair(seriously i haven been a good one this year). i suck at n- i suck at everything. i feel so urgh. maybe i do suck like shit, or even worse than shit.i feel so terrible now. i let my mum down. everybody down. i mean how stupid a person like me can can straight 4 c6s. im shit man.im shit.i dont wanna care for anything.im sick of eeverything. im sick of hw.im sick of --. i dont wanna go dwn for -. im sick sick sick. i just wanna find a day, stay home and just bang my head on thw wall, and that it.but -- just have to have - when im dwn the most. i feel stupid. i feel like the stupidest ass on earth. how stupid can i get?and im pissed.its nt my fault, the - come late, i end -. whats your prob? i knw u busy wif -. but u can leave if you have to. no one is forcing you.but the worst thing is u dun have to - at us rite?ARGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGHI HATE IT. I HATE IT. I HATE IT! i might start to hate myself too.
